Ok, ok, ok…I will tell you why! Being a mother of three kids, my life should be considered busy and complicated as it is. But when you throw in the fact that my daughter has Post-traumatic Stress Disorder following a horrific life-blow, the word “complicated” takes on a whole new meaning. Now, to breathe new life into the word, I can not forget to add that my youngest son just gained the nickname “Eekster” because he has recently developed tics. And this tics run seem to go hand in hand with his ADHD, Hyper-Focusing, Oppositional Defiance Disorder, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder issues. Whew. Now to take everything you just read a notch further, not only was I a “teen mom”, I have had to learn how to be a mother without ever having a mom to model after (I lost my own mother when I was 6).
So I started this blog as a way to get all of my thoughts, experiences, fears, dreams, and disappointments out of my being. I want to share but dont feel the need to share with anyone in particular. I need a place where I can ramble and not have to worry about being proper or perfect (and screw spell check!). And I think I have found that place.
So why? Well, because I can. And because I need to.